The Wanderer of Souls

Nicolò Mantini
4 min readFeb 26, 2025

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Ron had spent years traveling, searching for something he couldn’t name. He had wandered through deserts, climbed sacred mountains, and sat in silent meditation halls. He had spoken to mystics, healers, and lost souls like himself. Yet, no matter how far he went, he never felt he had arrived.

One evening, deep in the Amazon, he sat before a shaman in a jungle clearing.

“Are you ready to see?” the shaman asked, handing him a wooden cup filled with a thick, bitter liquid.

Ron hesitated. He had sought answers for so long — what if he wasn’t ready for them? With a deep breath, he drank.

The City of Mirrors

The world melted away. The drumbeat in the background grew louder, then thunderous. Suddenly, he was no longer in the jungle.

He stood in a vast city of mirrors, an endless labyrinth of reflections. Each mirror showed a different version of himself — Ron the child. Ron the wanderer. Ron the man he could have been.

In one reflection, he saw himself as a boy, curled up beneath a tree.

“Why are you crying?” Ron asked.

“Because no one truly sees me.”

A sharp pain hit Ron’s chest. This part of him had never grown, had been left behind long ago.

He turned to another mirror. This time, he saw a man in a suit, seated at a lifeless desk, staring blankly at a screen.

“You wasted everything,” the reflection said. “You traveled, but what did you build? Did you find answers, or just more questions?”

Doubt gripped him. What if he had made all the wrong choices?

A deep voice boomed behind him.

“Still lost?”

Ron spun around. A shadowy figure stood at the edge of the city, its form shifting like smoke.

“Who are you?” Ron asked.

“I am the part of you that never stopped running.”

The figure stepped forward, and Ron instinctively stepped back. The city flickered, and suddenly, the ground beneath him crumbled.

He fell into darkness.

The Descent into Shadows

Whispers surrounded him as he tumbled through the void.

“You are not enough.”
“You will never belong.”
“You are only a shadow of what you could have been.”

He landed hard in a forest of shadows, lit by a strange violet glow. Towering figures loomed in the distance, their whispers crawling into his ears.

Then, out of the mist, a creature appeared. It had no true form — just shifting darkness, with glowing red eyes and a mouth that curled into a broken smile.

“Who are you?” Ron asked.

“I am your fear,” the creature whispered. “The voice that tells you you’re not enough. The weight that keeps you from moving forward.”

A cold dread gripped Ron’s spine.

The creature moved closer. “You’ve run for so long, Ron. Searching for answers. But you don’t really want them, do you?”

Ron clenched his fists. A memory surfaced — something he had learned in meditation: Fear exists only as long as you avoid it.

He took a deep breath, stepping toward the creature.

“I see you,” he said.

The shadow trembled. Its form cracked like glass. Then, in an instant, it shattered into thousands of glowing fragments, dissolving into the night.

A warmth spread through Ron’s chest. He had spent years running from his fears. Now, he understood: only by facing them could he be free.

The Guardian at the Gate

The forest faded, and Ron found himself before a great golden gate, floating in the void.

From nowhere, an old man appeared, his beard flowing like mist, his eyes filled with the wisdom of the stars.

“You have faced your fears,” he said. “Now you must choose: return to your life or step through this gate.”

Ron hesitated. What lay beyond the gate? Was it the end of his journey — or the beginning of something new?

He thought of everything he had seen — his younger self, his doubts, his fears. He had always searched for answers, but now he understood: there were no final answers, only the experience of seeking.

“I will return,” Ron finally said. “But with a new understanding.”

The old man smiled. “Then remember: life is not meant to be understood, but to be lived.”

With a blink, Ron woke up in the temple. The fire still burned. The shaman watched him in silence.

“Did you see?” he asked.

Ron nodded.

The Return to the World

For days, Ron wandered the village, trying to process what had happened. He had seen the darkest corners of himself, but instead of destroying him, they had freed him.

One evening, as he sat by the fire, an old shaman woman joined him.

“You are afraid,” she said.

Ron sighed. “Afraid to return. Afraid to forget. Afraid of not knowing what to do.”

She smiled. “Every experience is a seed,” she said. “Some sprout quickly, others remain dormant for years. Your task is not to force them to grow. Just water them, and trust time.”

He looked at her, and for a moment, saw something familiar in her gaze — as if he had known her in another life.

“Where should I go?” he asked.

She smiled. “Go where you have already been, but with new eyes.”

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Nicolò Mantini
Nicolò Mantini

Written by Nicolò Mantini

I was what I wrote. I write while I become. Videos here 👇 https://www.youtube.com/@nicolomantini

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